it seems that the higher i climb, the greater i fear falling, or rather the harder i find myself being able to accept anything less than what i have managed to achieve.

yesterday's crm test was a major disappointment. not because it was poorly done, but because i believed it didn't turn out anywhere near the insanely pressurizing targets which i recently reached and left off at. sigh, there goes an 'A'... only way now to make up for it is to mug hard for final exams, only two weeks away. siann.